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Behind all the lies behind all this wasted
Compassion for something thats always been faked and
Illuding for someone whos suffers for nothing
It's all a big story and no one is listening
Why do we choose to be so vague
I can't stop this truth they won't stop this bullshit
I never stop thinking I just now had noticed that
Despite all the games in stride with the rest of it
It' still all so cold it's still all so helpless
Why do we choose to be so sane

What it all comes down to
It all comes down to this
Over a simple kiss
All I had wanted was this
It all seemed so good before now

Wheres the morality wheres the patience
Wheres the kindness that you told me you saved for me was I so blind to believe
How long did you hold out on arrogant lies and
Freezed dried affections that's some kind of diet
You're so caught up laughing at a joke no one told you eventual tragedy
Disaster for someone I know
Did I deserve to be struck so low

What it all comes down to
It all comes down to this
Over a simple kiss
All I had wanted was this
It all seemed so good before now

  Falling Behind
I jumped off a bridge just to see if I could fly
I killed myself just so I could ask God why
I turned out the lights just to see if I could see myself
I found it intriguing that my heart started to glow
Night after night I lock myself in the bathroom
How hard could it have been to just say no, no

I have died before my time
I'm already steadily falling, falling behind

I went to a meeting just to laugh at other idiots
Involving myself with the group just the same
Tested all the outlets just to see if I was shocking
After all it's only what you do that counts in time
Counted all the stars to see how outnumbered we are
One day I'll get to say I told you so

I have died before my time
I'm already steadily falling, falling behind

(Optional Verse)
So tell me again how much you care
Friends they only want you for your goals
I go to the limit just to make it easier
Girls they only want you for your soul

  Deity

I know the people, that watch them, watch them crumble, crumble into dust

I try to keep them, to keep them from anything that I believe or trust

Take it outside, inside, alright, a motto, the clock's so, no no

I can't be, it can't be, it will be, it won't be not anything so

I am not a God

I sing about what I got

And at the moment it's not a whole lot

I could sing to you but would you value or respect a damn word in my song

I could shoot you and on second thought that don't seem very wrong

But leave it be now, backdown, roundout, keep it, eat shit, don't quit

Take it outside, inside, alright, a motto, the clock's so, no no no

I am not a God

I sing about what I got

And at the moment it's not a whole lot

I know the people

I know the people

I know the people

I hate those people

I am not a God

I sing about what I got

And at the moment it's not a whole lot

I got a guitar

I got a guitar

I got my fuckin guitar

  Break

Fed up with the passing crowd

Who settles for a whispered sound of deceit

The stinking smell of pride

Once I spoke the first hint of succeeding

Everyone jumped on the bus to back me up

Observe how you'll see a change in tides

Just when it seems that no one, no ones on your side

And the damage is greater with time

Dont you fucking judge me

Youre a failed hypocrite who backstabs for yourself

And your skull is beginning to swell

Lost in this subliminal message

That God left on my answeering machine

And I swear I had tried to be seen

By the ones that had loved me, the ones who had led me

The ones I had trusted and the ones who lied to me

But now all my cards are on the table

No more games for the faint of heart

I have turned colder than December

Won't you test my patience

I'm spreading thin and I'm gonna break soon

Rethink your course of action

Your slipping fast and youre not at the top of my list

Such a mass of punks and ignorant chumps

I'm not able to name them all at once

But here are the words you all want

I'm not perfect, I'm not happy

I'm not Mr. How-Do-You-Do and I'm not your friend

Unless you'd been there to begin

Drop all your masks stop all your playing

You're not impressing anyone but yourself

And all your blows are below your own belt

I have realized I have been much too nice

Won't you test my temper

I'm spreading thin and I'm gonna break soon

(Hear what I say) Words for the wise, keep open your eyes

Don't make misconceptions, dont close your mind no

Leave your judgements up to the one above

(And I say) They all will be so ashamed

When theyre fed their words on a silver plate

I have turned colder than December

Won't you test my temper

I'm spreading thin and I'm gonna break soon